Marching On and Looking Back

SUmmerrrr

Well, there goes another year. Had a fairly quiet ending, which is a little unfortunate, some friends didn’t want to party, but spent the last day hanging out and chilling with the friends was great after such a stressful last few weeks.

Chill day today spent in San Jose with my dad.

Tomorrow fly to WA, should be home in Bellevue by 7 or 8 pm.

Then, SUMMER TRULY BEGINS. I think I need to create a checklist just to make sure i busy myself this time around.

Checklist:

-Play A LOT more SC2 and BattleDex and maybe Go

-Study for Pharm Tech license (EWWW)

-Finish Anathem

-Write something everyday (blog, poem, journal, story, anything)

-Make a bunch of trance CD’s or mixes (trance is my new music addiction)

-Eat sushi (a lot of it)

-Watch King’s Speech, Limitless, Lincoln Lawyer, Black Swan, Hanna, SOURCE CODE, FAST FIVE (VROOM VROOM UUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRR), Thor, random cool animes, etc…. other interesting stuff.

-Try to find a job or something  that can help my pharmacy stuff (have failed in my attempts so far UGH)

-Read up and learn more about investing and trading

-Tennis, it’s summer ffs I have to.

-Party? Maybe? Yes? I need to find some people though hahaha.

-Oh I need to buy and create some stuff (but those are secret!)

Hmmmmm liking that list, the last point may occupy me for a bit, but might add more and other goals or w/e.

The Beginning of the End (I)

Well, there goes ANOTHER year of college. I feel like nothing has happened and yet so much has, as if this is just the end of my very 1st semester or something. All classes should be finished now and tomorrow is dead day (no dead unfortunately) and then finals start on Friday for some (unlucky) people. And then once thats done, its really the end of my sophomore year. I’m going to be a junior soon. I’m getting older and I’m not even noticing it…! It’s going by almost too fast for me, I feel like there should have been more I could’ve done with myself these past two years, maybe I let to many opportunities slip by (professional, academic, casual, fun, or otherwise), or maybe I’m having too much fun (not saying that that is bad at all). I still managed to do some fun stuff and accomplished some things though. Joining Theta Chi was just one, helping Billiards Club A LITTLE xD, that thing is gonna need a lot of love next semester, I’ll do my best to get it off the ground. All around okay year, could have been better. I’ll definitely make my next (and probably last, if all goes according to plan) year better in every way.

Next Monday, I get another chance to crush my nemesis of the year, Organic Chemistry. A stern mistress, that requires too much attention. A wild beast, that requires too much to tame. But discipline it I will.

Well….hopefully, at least…………………..xD. My last exam’s result has given me more confidence :)

The other two finals: Calc I and Abnormal Psych. EZPZ LEMON SQUEEZY. Of course I still can’t underestimate them, esp psych I’m borderline A- on that one.

Until then…STUDY TIME

BOUNCE HOUSE

AND OTTTER POPS AND FRUIT ROLL UP AND CAPRISUN AND FRUIT SNACKS AND JUMPING AND SLIDING YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Except when we got into trouble for climbing on top of the whole ballooned structure and rocking the whole thing,  then one of the bros hit his head on the way down. HAHAHAHA. But he’s okay…I THINK….

Raced (I beat my grandbig, I forgot if I lost to Phil, prolly didn’t and if he did win it was obviously with an unfair advantage) with some people and doing (failed) parkour tricks on the houses.

Yeah.

I’m tired, now.

sushi and jazzy hip hop

So last time I said I would talk about how my next sushi experience would go with a proper intro and everything, but you know what, I’m tired and unmotivated to study so I’m just gonna randomly type out a few stuff.

So Shirasoni or however it is spelt I didn’t care to look at the sign, had HALF OFF ON ROLLS. SO. MUCH. WIN. Good sushi, thats cheap!?!!??!! I swear why did I not know about this earlier like a year and half ago or more. Anyways i had a koro roll (I think that was the name) and an umi roll. I forgot which roll had what but there was lots of salmon, tuna, white tuna, unagi (eel), ebi, and those fish eggs (tobiko? I think) It ended being only $12 after a forced 15% gratuity included in the bill, since we had 9 people in our party. Which is pretty damn cheap for something good and the amount I got. I’m definteily going there more often on Mondays. There were also  chefs doing those pretty, agile, and graceful knife tricks with machetes as if they were butterfly knives, which was interesting, until the dudes behind us blew something up on the grill table and a huge wave of heat hit my tender neck and I saw orange lights dancing on the walls with the signature tttsssssssssssssssssssss sound effect to kick it all off. It kinda freaked me out a little. Just a little.

Right now I’m listening to some awesome jazzy hip hop that flows in the same vein as Nujabes and his stuff if you know him (which you should, cuz if you don’t, go look up his stuff NOW. He’s dead unfortunately, quite a tragedy…it’s his stuff that got me into this genre). Some of the ones I’m listening to right now are more melodic, I suggest you all search up Beautiful Field, Ghibli of Life, The Best of Jazzin’ for Ghibli (yeah they’re songs that use tracks from Ghibli Studios movies),  stuff by Tsunenori and re:plus are also good for relaxing and just all around chilling out. I might post DL links later but I feel like I have before…w/e I’ll see.

SUUUUUUUUUUUUUSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Is really really good. Had some yesterday, had some tonight, probably gonna get some more tomorrow cuz apparently its gonna be half off at i forgot the name…i think it was something like, shi-ra-so-ni? Dunno, but I’m happy. I don’t care if my ochem lab grade is fucked, I don’t care that I have three finals coming up next week, I don’t care that  I don’t care about the gravity of my situation. This weeks is gonna be good. For more reason than sushi, unfortunately I cannot speak about some stuff.

BUT BACK TO SUSHI.

I wish I had a job with some kind of income that I can just pour into sushi (kay, let’s be honest, this stuff is PREETTTY damn expensive, esp for how much you get sometimes), using my mother’s money for my own selfish fixating needs makes me feel bad, but sometimes it’s necessary. As a matter of fact, one of my fraternity brothers tells me he has a set cache of money for sushi. He gets this money from doing, what he calls, “bitch work.” You know what sushi is so good, I’ll allow myself to be a bitch for a couple hours every week.

I can already imagine myself at the table (or bar) with a nice, white, curved on the edges ceramic plate with beds of fermented, lightly packed white rice, ready to break and shatter in my mouth, and fresh soft cutlets of exquisite marine animals resting on top of said goodness, just beckoning to me, laying there like a call gir— Okay I’ll stop right there, but I’m sure my point was taken. I haven’t had nigiri in sooooooooo long. Fatty fish is so gooooooooooooooood (exccept for octopuses, those are to chewy for my liking, I had one in my mouth for 5 minutes of vigorous chewing before i cultivated the strength to swallow it)

I just wish there was a sushi place in Stockton similar to this one where I live, where on some days there would be hot waitresses, cashier clerks, and customers bustling in and out. I’d like to go more into this, but to be safe and not make myself look like a fool this is probably a good place to stop for tonight. I’ll detail my experience tomorrow with a more proper introduction hopefully.

BIOLOGY 51 I SHALL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN <3

Today I did my Bio 51 final. Better than expected but still unsure of what grade I’ll get. I don’t really care though, there is no other class i am more glad to be done with, than this one… -.- The most BORING shit in the universe that also has to be difficult. I swear, these “weeding out” classes aren’t just hard, they purposely make it booooooooooooooooooring as shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. No one wants to fucking memorize the body plan of a fucking clam or that crocodiles have 4 chambered hearts but lizards have 3. No one cares about whether or not a freaking pine tree has flagellated sperm. I DON”T CARE ABOUT FLOWER PARTS. WTF IS A PARABASALID. FFS random ass shit. But. It’s all over now. So I guess there happiness to find there. Alright, I’m done ranting, time to crack down on Ochem…tomorrow (oh shit I forgot I also have philosophy, oh w/e I’ll study that day of).

one of the most awesome people i know

This is a person who I have some of the best conversations with. To protect her identity, where her screen name would go, “AWEOMSMEST GIRL” will be the placeholder.

CASE 1:

[01:13] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: what?
[01:14] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: i hate guys
[01:14] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: except you
[01:14] NeoEpyon: why
[01:14] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: and my bro
[01:14] NeoEpyon: omg
[01:14] NeoEpyon: am i that “gay friend” now
[01:14] NeoEpyon: omfg
[01:14] NeoEpyon: WHY
[01:14] NeoEpyon: WHY ME
[01:14] NeoEpyon: WHY OF ALL PEOPLE
[01:14] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

CASE 2:

[01:18] NeoEpyon: well im sorry
[01:19] NeoEpyon: that you dont find many attractive men at UW

[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: lol

[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: im glad you realized theres cute girls

[01:19] NeoEpyon: while I came to realized

[01:19] NeoEpyon: yes
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: lol
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: its like
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: they come out when its sunny
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: cause one time
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: i was like whoa theres a lot of cute guys actually!
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: where have they been?
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: and then the next day they’re gone
[01:19] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: and i was like aw man
[01:20] NeoEpyon: LOL
[01:20] NeoEpyon: HAHHAHAHAHHA
[01:20] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: it sucks!
[01:20] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: so dumb
[01:20] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: idk where they hide

[01:20] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: i need to find it

[01:20] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: LOL

[01:20] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: idk what im saying
[01:21] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: tell me the secret chris
[01:21] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: wheres the spot
[01:21] NeoEpyon: you’re going to the wrong guy
[01:21] NeoEpyon: cuz i dont look for guys
[01:21] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: no
[01:21] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: ok nvrmind
[01:21] NeoEpyon: what?
[01:21] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: i meant whats the secret as in wheres the spot they hide in
[01:21] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: cause youre a guy
[01:21] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: so you’d know
[01:22] NeoEpyon: but i dont look for where cute guys hide
[01:22] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: get it now??
[01:22] NeoEpyon: i look for cute girls
[01:22] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: omg
[01:22] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: ok
[01:22] AWEOMSMEST GIRL: NEVERMIND

DREAMS I

So after seeing Inception again and deciding to do my final public speaking speech on informing about lucid dreaming, I think I’m gonna try to lucid dream or at the very least start to document my dreams. Since I have nothing so far I think I’ll just start off with dreams I do remember, or fragments of them anyways….

First lucid dream experience: I was climbing up a canyon cliff and the rocks were really red. The color was similar to the surface of mars, but the sky was blue and you could see clouds. I  was climbing pretty fast without any tools making impossible leaps with just my arms and stuff. Obviously this is all weird and I took note of how weird this situation was and then thats when I started to consciously register the fact that i was DREAMING. “OMFG WHOA IM LUCID” was my first thought, I totally forgot what I did after but I willed something to happen which excited me further, “WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?!” I then decided to go teleport. Somewhere. I forgot, probably was nowhere, as you’ll soon find out. So I started to focus my self and imagine this other place I wanted to go to (but forgot when I woke up), the world started to warp. The sky swirled and the ground folded on itself. Soon all of reality was distorted and bent and a new image started to form. Yes, yes, I’m doing it! I’m gonna-I’m gonna….. wake up……?

I FRIGGIN WOKE UP, apparently I teleported myself OUT of my dream. Note to self, don’t get so excited you wake yourself up. I read some stuff on lucid dreaming and they said precisely not to do that in order to prolong lucidness.

I don’t have many dreams I remember though, but hopefully by making a log I can start remembering or have more fun experiences. There are fragments of several other dreams I remember but I don’t think I should tell the world about them…………………hee hee. Now let’s see what tonight has (or doesn’t have).